Feb. 20, 51th day of 2006
~I wanna be a character in a Nicholas Sparks novel. I wanna star in the love story of a lifetime. If only such love exsisted, if only that love wasn't fiction.~
yea finished The Rescue today...left me feeling very sappy...his books always do that to me...but i have read 10 of his books...one more to go...and i bought the same day i bought The Rescue...yay!
was inducted in National Honor Society friday...and I am now third in my class...yea hard work does really pay off...if i keep busting my ass i might be able to move up again...Hannah is a whole point ahead of me...but i can do it...if I work for it.
everyone one seems to be doing fine...we take it a day at a time...but i have come to learn that the pain never really goes away...there are days where i still cry over my grandma...just memories mostly...she was a great woman...so loving, and the stongest person i knew...i think i would give the world for her to be here again..gosh i miss her...and then to lose karen 5 months to the day...i don't know how much more I can take...or how much more my family can take...its hard...real real hard
yea i am still blaming all of these emotions on Nicholas Sparks...his stories go straight to the heart...and make u feel everything u have tried not to feel
so school again tomorrow...where hopefully i can go back to the normal Brittany...the happy Brittany...u know i ALWAYS used to be happy...there was never a day where there wasn't a smile on my face...ahh if only i could go back to then...childhood is so much fun...i think we all need more of it
well i think thats all for now...my mother is saying i should be thinking about bed
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